The loving Master.
In
my young life I spent seven years practicing alone. I had already
trained for some time in Zen, both the Rinzai and Soto styles but
because of geography (I had returned home to the Isle of Man) there
was no group and certainly no teacher to support me.
So I made my
practice every day, quietly and alone. It was not always easy but I
had three small books that were my constant inspiration. They were
all by the same author, a Sri Lankan Buddhist monk named Hamalawa
Saddhatissa. Immediately upon finishing the first I would begin the
second, then having finished that, the third and then back to the
first again. Even though we had never met, I considered Bhante
Saddhatissa to be my first Theravada teacher.
Many years later and
having been accepted as a disciple (and already instructed to teach
on the Isle of Man) I invited my now teacher, Sayadaw Rewata Dhamma,
to visit us and lead another retreat for our group there.
He asked
me if he could bring a friend with him, I immediately said yes and
asked who the friend was.
‘It’s
Hamalawa Saddhatissa,’ he replied, ‘Do you know him?’
During
the retreat I was with my two great teachers when Sayadaw Rewata
Dhamma told Bhante Saddhatissa that I would be taking full ordination
as a Buddhist monk in the next year.
‘When
you are in robes,’ he said, ‘I will come to see you.’
This
was a very nice thing to say, but in truth I didn’t believe it for
a moment. I felt it was simple friendliness and politeness from such
a lovely man.
One morning, some days after my ordination, I was in
my room meditating when my teacher arrived, ‘Paññadipa,’ he
said, ‘Venerable Saddhatissa is downstairs waiting to see you.’
I
could hardly believe it. This great man had travelled all this way to
see me. I arranged my robes and went downstairs to meet
him.
Venerable Saddhatissa was sitting in an armchair in the
ante-room of the monastery and so I immediately knelt in front of
him, bowed three times and presented anjali (hands held in front in
an attitude of prayer).
‘Bhante,’
I began, ‘Thank you so much for coming. It is a pleasure and a
privilege to see you here.’
‘Yes,
yes, yes,’ he said gently touching my arm, ‘Now tell me, are you
getting enough to eat?’
Dhamma
training is the way to be free, to live with love and be aware. To
find happiness for ourselves so that we can share that happiness with
all beings. The greatest teachers manifest this happiness and love in
their relationship with their students.
The fundamental things are
the ones we have to address. Are you comfortable, are you warm, do
you have enough to eat ?
The Buddha himself discovered that
we have to be strong and healthy to make the practice and so the
basic requirements for life are the primary concern.
The real
Masters are like loving fathers, hard when they need to be, but
always loving. Their advice is pure Dhamma. Take care of you, so that
you can take care of others. When you have energy you will share
that. When you are tired you will share that. Be something of value
in the word.
There are no secrets in Dhamma. Truth is truth, love
is love, wisdom is wisdom and these qualities always manifests in the
simple and spontaneous acts of caring and kindness.
May all beings be happy.
(Hamalawa Saddhatissa 1914 – 1990)
Comments
Post a Comment