Understanding true Vipassana.
Whatever arises passes away, and is not 'you'. It is only a thought, a mood, a feeling, an emotion. It's just a cloud passing through the vast empty sky of mind.
It's
not more than that.
However, our tendency is to want to make it more, to make it special, to make it important, often to make it a spiritual event, but in the end it's just mind, it's just your old story, your old habits arising and passing away.
However, our tendency is to want to make it more, to make it special, to make it important, often to make it a spiritual event, but in the end it's just mind, it's just your old story, your old habits arising and passing away.
You
come to my room and tell me that your experience is real and
incredibly important, and I smile compassionately and tell you that
it isn't. It's just a feeling, relax, allow it to show itself fully,
and let go of your attachment to it as being who and what you are. In
this moment you are already free.
Before
true understanding arises you cannot imagine what this means. After
understanding it is as though you awaken from a deep sleep.
This
is the essence of Dhamma. To be with the mind but not identify with
it as being 'me' and so, 'what I am'.
The
mind presents the conditions for your absolute freedom, but you have
to stop this old habit of identifying with it. It's a process of
thinking, rationalising, planning, speculating, protecting and all
the rest, but in the end it's just a flow conditioning subtle
sensations in the body. It is then our moment to moment relationship
to them that makes our own unique world.
And
then, when these sensations become apparent through our practice of
awareness, I ask you to simply stop identifying them. To know them completely and directly, but to stop giving them
an independent identity.
Every
time you label something you give it a life, you create a history and
a story.
When
you speak about the things that you are experiencing in your
meditation you are just putting labels on sensations. But the
sensation is not the label and the label is not the sensation! The
sensation is the sensation and the label is the label. They are never
the same thing. This is very important to understand. The moment you
let go of the label there is only the sensation. You don't have fear
any more, you just have a sensation. Do you understand?
The
moment you say that you are afraid, you have created a whole story,
something to resolve and come to terms with, but actually it's just
sensation. Pleasant, unpleasant or neutral, and without realising it
we build our whole life around our attachment and identification to
these ever changing sensations.....
May all beings be happy.
Thank you, Kewleyji <3
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