Perfect sitting.
Darjeeling. November 2013.
For the past twelve
mornings I have been privileged to sit alone on the flat roof of our
hotel here in Darjeeling and face the rising sun as it climbs from
behind the distant mountains to reveal the power of the mighty
Himalayas.
To my left is the great
snow covered Kanchenjunga, simply being magnificent without any
intention. To my right is the small private Tibetan temple of the
owners of the hotel. All around there is the sound of Darjeeling
waking.
The dogs bark, the
monkeys run heavily across the corrugated roofs of the buildings
close to me, people in the street below talk, laugh and spit, temple
bells ring, and all of it is beyond my control.
This style of surrender
fits me very well, and having let go of the habit of indulging
foolish fantasies of how sitting practice or life itself should be,
all is well, and all is as it should be.
Meditation, once we
understand it properly, is never about getting something, for
whatever we get can be lost, forgotten or, by some misunderstanding
of the mind, even considered to have been taken away from us.
This meditation is to
see the mind and its endless desires to control everyone and
everything so we can feel secure, so we can feel happy.
Once seen these endless
mental movements lose their power and so peace descends.
This peace is not
created, it is the natural state of being once we let go of our
insidious attachment to the mind as being who and what we are, and
our desire to control everyone and everything in every moment.
This understanding
stays with us in every aspect of our life, for when we know, we know.
We cannot then not know what we have intuitively understood.
So our whole Dhamma
practice is to know the mind, and by knowing it be free from the
conditions that take us only ever into more unhappiness in life.
This morning for the
first time in twelve days I was met by a young Korean woman who came
to the roof to take photographs.
She politely asked if
she disturbed me. I politely answered "not at all."
This is not my roof.
This is not my setting moon. This is not my rising sun. Everything is
arising and passing away, and none of it belongs to me. This is the flow we call life.
The universe, from the
smallest insect to the greatest mountain is existing in harmony and I
am only a part of that. Not more and not less.
When 'self' is seen and
understood, all frustration and difficulties fall away.
This is the gift we can
bring to our own life, and then share with all beings. Awakening is
what the world is waiting for. But as always, it is ourselves who
must make the effort.
Tomorrow we leave for
Kolkata, and I put my hands together in Anjali to Darjeeling for
its smiling, friendly people, its wonderful scenery and its
fabulous tea.
May all here be well and happy.
May all beings
everywhere be well and happy.

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