No - Self.
When people confidently say that there is no
‘self' they are expressing a profound misunderstanding of the
Buddha’s teaching of Anatta.
In truth, such a statement should never be used.
There is 'self', but the lifespan of this 'self'
lasts only a moment and is then superseded by the next brief moment
of ‘self’. A new ‘self’, conditioned by the old one in an
endless cycle of what we call life.
This process of ‘self’ arising and passing
away happens countless times a moment and is completely impersonal,
although always conditioned by karmic forces.
At the same time there is also a conventional
reality of ‘self’ arriving in the world, something that appears
to be real and substantial, something that endures and is a valid and
true identity. When this ‘self’ arises, a whole history arises,
manifesting as 'I was in the past, I am now, I will be in the
future.’
This false understanding of ‘self’ does not
recognize the reality of the moment to moment flow of ‘beingness’
and foolishly presents itself in ego based language as ‘I, me,
mine.’
Understanding the truth of Anatta is fundamental
to our spiritual awakening and to help explain it more simply,
perhaps the analogy of the river is useful.
When we use the word river we all know what is
meant, a body of water, something fixed in time and space and easy to
identify.
However, river of course, is only a concept, and
the reality is that every part of this concept is in an endless state
of change. The water flows, it evaporates and is refilled by rain and
small streams, animals and fish live in the water and swim and
interact leaving their own imprint, insects on the surface of the
water play their part and finally there is the natural erosion of the
banks due to time and the seasons.
Now we can see that the river is not one fixed
thing but actually it is an endless process of change.
'Self' is like this.
This moment of 'self' conditions the next and the
next and so on and so on.
The word ‘beingness’ is used to express the
understanding of this impersonal process and the harmonious
acceptance of it.
Once the habitual and delusive attachment to a
self identity with all its fears and desires falls away, there is
peace. No more grasping and no more rejecting, only a natural
response to life with love, compassion and wisdom.
When the delusion of a fixed ‘self identity’
is transcended it cannot re-establish itself which is why Awakening
is always understood as letting go completely, rather that acquiring
a new identity or ability.
As the Buddha said, ‘even if I use the word
‘self’ I am never deluded by it.’
‘Self' is real - just not in the way you think
it is.
May all beings be happy.
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